Well, here it is. My last day of maternity leave. It's one of those days that you don't like to think about, but you know is coming. Oddly enough, I haven't really had that much anxiety about going back to work like I did when I went back after having Ella. I was terrified for two weeks before leaving Ella, and cried every day when I got home for the first week. I even wrote a long letter to Ella apologizing for abandoning her. Maybe it's because I'm going back to a much more reasonable job. Maybe it is the second child thing. Maybe it's because I haven't had a moment to myself in four months. Who knows.
Anyway, I was out running last minute errands today, and suddenly got that same feeling that plagued me before I went back to work with Ella. I wondered why on earth I was out at the store and not home with the kids. So I skipped the last store and raced home to see them. Of course, I came home to a slight potty training nightmare and a fussy baby, but that's where I wanted to be. Because anyone can be at those big momentous occasions like your child's first birthday, but only you get to see those everyday mundane moments that are the reasons you fall so in love with your children. Yes, countless times during maternity leave I have wished Brian was here with me when the kids were fussing and I was exhausted, or Ella refused to get dressed and threw a gigantic fit, or Cooper refused to sleep and I spent hours rocking him. But at the same time -- those are the real "parenting" moments. I am sad that I will be missing some of these moments, but I know it will be okay. Because when I went back last time, Ella did not forget me, like I feared. If anything, she was more excited to see me and our time together was even more precious. And I found that balance where I was able to spend lots of time with them -- time everyday.
Okay, that's my one preachy, touchy-feely post for the year :) Now, back to what you all come here for -- the pictures!

Helping Mommy make a tomato tart.


A beautiful day at Nana's.

Popsicles at Nana's.


Dancey-dance time!

Waiting for Zoe to come play.


Snuggle time in Mommy and Daddy's bed.


Watching the rain with Daddy. Remember how fun that was as a kid?? I wonder what was going through her mind...
Happy July 4th everyone!